It's hard. Today I realized that I don't like myself or believe anyone else would and that is why I need reassurance from people. Which is ironic because people scare me. I am like a beaten puppy who flinches when approached. I have to learn how to realize and believe who God made me and how He sees me. Is that possible? Where's the map? Problem is, no one can lead the way. This is between me and Him. So, what's next?
