There was a break. Hard to describe in words so i will just use one. Detachment. I grew up in the church. I gave my heart to Christ in elementary school. I was searching for God in this. Where was He? Isolated, confused, hurting, scared, fearful, drained and unable to eat. I called my doctor and a solid Christian Counselor. I called off work the next day which turned into three days. I felt a detachment from God. I refused to stay in this detachment. I knew I needed Him. But the question, 'Where was He?' Medication could possibly calm my mind and whatever else was going on but God, God would bring healing.That is what church taught me and now, I was calling their bluff.
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